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i'm not alright
Sunday, April 22, 2007
i'm not perfect and i knew it right from the start.
something happened yesterday. a quarrel i suppose.
i dont know why did you say i gave you a " bu shuang " face but i can swear that i did not.
you did not ask if you can play basketball with me, so how am i suppose to know.
i'm not fucking clever. yes, i agree.
i'm not fucking chio. yes, i agree.
i'm not fucking popular. and yes, i agree.
what i'm happy is that i treat everyone sincerely. if i dont like you, it's obvious so.
i dont hide. i dont wear a mask.
i dont only find the others that i dont even TALK to just for a drink after pe when i dont bring my water bottle.
i dont take people for granted.
i give my hundred percent in everything.
but do you?
i can proudly say that i did not even think that you'll say that you dont find me clever all that, because that means that me, being clever ever crossed your mind.
i really studied. i'm not clever at all.
i am not popular. but ask the people who knows me.
i am not the one carrying a branded bag. having branded stuffs and going around to gossip.
i played my part and i knew it.
i may not have the money.
the looks.
the potential to be the popular girls in school, but all i know is, i tried everything i can to make things work out and i do treat my friends properly.
sometimes, the problem dont lies with the others.
you may find people who talk less, dont take branded stuffs or even not born to look as good as you weird. but have you ever thought about yourself?
people treat you as friends. yes, but as a friend who can keep secrets, go through all odds together? you? thanks but no thanks.
i'm not saying sorry to you.
i'm going to make you learn.
you are not a princess in the society.
theres people out there who can easily beat you. not by looks or popularity, but by their sincerity and knowledge.
is popularity and looks that important to you?
mixing with friends that are popular?
having branded stuffs?
true friends are not like that either.
?DETAICERPPAima ; i need an answer. ! 5:13 AM
Friday, April 13, 2007
I WANT TO PLAY BASKETBALL! x( I NEED TO! i havent played bb for so long le. exams coming and i'm dying. hais. tuition homework STILL not done.
?DETAICERPPAima ; i need an answer. ! 8:32 PM
whoot~! today is MY birthday :D i'm really happy (: i'm older already though. got lotsa smses this morning and all the "happy birthdays" .
qian qian;citrus
co co;strawberry
kang kang
jacinta
yan hao
and i think jenny
this are the people who smsed me the night before today or today :D thanks everyone.
kai kai;watermelon tagged me at night. (: thanks kai kai! i think i should relink those who asked me to. it's been so long since i relinked. i think today will be alright (:
p.s: my oral examination! i totally sucked in the picture interpretation. but i think i did well in the conversation. reading was alright ^^
?DETAICERPPAima ; i need an answer. ! 7:02 PM
Sunday, April 01, 2007
I read her blog.
I felt sad and i teared.
i don't know why. but when i saw the pics of our class people and her freinds and her, i teared.
tash, i seriously miss you :(
hais. last time, it's just a table away to see and talk or joke with you, but now it's like so hard even to see you.
maybe because you left too suddenly.
the class seems unorganised and feel weird without you around.
really feeling down la. it's april fools today(:
though i managed to bluff corin, kaiyun and joey about me changing to a girls school.
LOLS! joey and corin nearly cried. kaiyun was super shocked and called me immediately. somehow know that someone care for whether i'm leaving makes me feel happy :D i'll be fooling you all next year! one year once. good for health. just the right amount of fright ^^ i have done all my homework. i think i should buck up already for this year. i'm not going to get distracted! i wont! i know it! XD
?DETAICERPPAima ; i need an answer. ! 3:12 AM
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`; DON'T appreciate
me.
`; THE-ONLY thing
i lack of is
confidence
go on hurting me. its not the matter of my reactions or how i feel.
its the matter a fact that i'm immune to it.
`; SIMPLE wish
`be happy
`get good marks
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